anw,i was listening to some really sad songs and it sorta striked a sad chord within me,or at least i want it to.i m not sure if i m e only one or u guys do that too.sometimes when i get really bored at night,i would listen to some really depressing songs,think of doleful stuff,create a really melancholy mood...THEN try to force myself to shed a tear or two.
simply FOR THE FUN OF IT.ha.just to tell myself that i m emo like evryone else:P
do u peeps do that too?
ok,if u dont,u prob think i m very very
but its the same case as watching a sad movie or the current korean drama fad.hell lotsa pppl are hooked to all those korean drama that made wail like hungry babies.
''this drama is damn good,i cried and sniveled every ep''
good when it cause em to get all teary?see,i think i m not alone man.ppl do get a kick out of crying.
but homies,in case u guys think why i m whimpering like a gal.I M NOT!in fact,i DONT cry easily...not at all.its difficult for me to even shed a tiny weeny drop of tear
maybe because my mum has taught me that boys dont cry since young and i m train that way
or maybe u guys wanan think i m cold blooded and less human.(whatever bitches)
i just dont tear easily even when i want to.its quite sad not to be able to tear when u are feeling really dreary and sad ya know.thus i m doing wat i m doing,listening to sad songs and forcing tears out.not easy can..usually unsuccessful. :(
the only time i think i can tear really easily.......is prolly when i erm....yawn?ahem.ok and if someting really sad happens of cos.
fyi,crying doesnt make a guy less valiant.we men have the right to cry too.its cool.(unless u do it all the time!tssk)
anw,talking abt crying,i do have something to cry abt.my bad haircut 2 days back.sign,the haircut was excactly wat i didnt want...sob:(
ok this is really random,but i m totally hook to shaker fries.normal fries jus dont do it for me anymore.sign.macdonalds should just make shakers fries permanent.
this entry is damn silly and random..
i m out.